I can't tell the exactly feeling to others -- Not Good At All !
I know that I'm stupid
when I can't do the things as I wish to.
How idiot I am
when I felt sympathize to the one who hurt me deeply.
Yup, I will be cold toward you,
just because of what you have done.
Fake a smile is a must for me,
I practicing.
I know that I made wrong decision
to close myself, away from you all.
Why I can't be happy like last year,
rumors change my world.
Why I always shed tears,
Is that painstaking and tired to store in my body?
I realize the cruel of peoples makes them blind.
I bear the pain.
Feeling down..
depth inside the core of earth.
Nobody to call, nobody will know
and nobody will care .
I miss you mum..
Miss you dad.
Can you stop crying!! Idiot!
